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Ugh I gotta ramble a bit about the Cassette Beasts starters.
So the first NPC you meet asks you what your aesthetic is, spooky or sweet, which corresponds to the two starters, but you’re not actually shown what the starters look like.
And instead of an element type thing, you’re asked for your aesthetic. I just think that’s such a fun twist. They’re not even opposites!
And even the two starters tie into the lore of the first people to see the beasts/monsters, calling them angels and demons, bc they didn’t know what else they could be.
But the most fun part IMO is that Sweet actually gives you Candevil, the demon-esque beast, and Spooky gives you Bansheep, the angelic one.
Now, that’s oversimplifying things a little, because both starters branch at their first remaster (evolution), and go on to have a third form.
Candevil’s entire thing is like, colorful manic pixie dream devil. One branch turns into a demonic rainbow gumball machine; the other goes into bisexual flag -ish… alchemy witch. So the “Sweet” beast has demon and witch.
Bansheep, on the other hand, is emo, goth, and fluffy, yet angelic. Sort of. One branch remasters into what you’d expect — a ghostly halo-ed floating sheep. The other is uh. A black metal tombstone-hugging zombie ram. So Spooky does kind of go the way you’d think, ghost and zombie, except with sheep.
Aren’t these designs awesome? One of the main design philosophies for CB critters is “Don’t begin and end at ‘elemental animal’”, and I think the starters showcase this perfectly.
This is all a very long-winded roundabout way of saying, if you like creature-collecting games with non-cliched cryptid-inspired critters, interesting companions with their own character development, weird analog-ish horror, dialogue that really gets you thinking about the power of humanity and friendship, and they/them pronouns, please for the love of fuck, try Cassette Beasts.
#cassette beasts#monster-taming game#rpg#pokemon#palworld#just for visibility i feel so bad tagging it that#indie games#CREATURES
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I'm leaking.
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#yesod#yesod lobcorp#elijah carmy n gio are there too but barely visible fue to lighting im not tagging them#lobotomy corp spoilers#lobcorp spoilers#meltdown 💥💥🔥 god this one had me struggle so hard to do it. its sloppy w shadding and there are errors. tis fine. im noy fixing#three days total? one for sketch and notes other for line art of bodies last for objects and coloring. hurt. yowch . anyways talking abt it#yesods meltdown form looks so slimey. like saliva. expunged from the form after he had gotten so sick to the point of having bile rise#keeping it short bc my brain is fried (short by my standards). wanted to have him crawling out or being dragged into the middle. strangled#and bound by the material wrapping the body. the uhh key which is barely visible. wanted to have the floor melting from l corps to the old#lab in the outskirts. bullet holes that are also barelt visible (sorry for u james being gun down sounds like ass). expunging/censoring of#information that spurred the meltdown. obvious corpses but also the death of carmen and having to use and build upon the hurt and body of#another for the sake of progress and continuing to get results paired w elijahs which further helped to spur upon the obsession with rules#and his decent paired w the human experimentation (more hurt of another for comfort of another) on giovanni. wanted to have him look not#fully there? yesod that is. plus gabriel. despondent seems far more scary that vivid emotions especially for someone like him#uhh wanted elijah's arm and hand to not be there but the sleeve to be therrle bevauseshe desolved and the sort. didnt end up adding the#blood and other liquids upin her sleeve though. not fixing allat#right obligatory examination table reference. mash up of everything that isnt cohesive but more of a mush of all the bad no good#also a feeling of isolation? dont know if i got that right just checked my notes. the only thing i can say that got it was the soul point#in the middle along with the fact the rest are either covered facing away or further down#... yeah im not going to claim it all was intentional for that part it wasnt done very well#angela carmen piece time. it is significantly more simple...
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"charlie and vaggie's relationship is boring, it's too perfect, there's no conflict--"
who hurt you
#chaggie#hazbin hotel#plus i mean.. not really?#no such thing as a perfect relationship i dont think#but they have disagreements just like in any relationship ever#like vaggie is visibly unenthused by charlie more than once and there's nothin wrong with that#(spoilers in the tags ahead)#plus i feel like that was kinda the whole point in a way#their relationship was maybe meant to *seem* perfect at first but#probably was just b/c vaggie was witholding a huge part of her life#and thats why the big reveal hurt their relationship so bad (temporarily)
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The Ganja-tai discord server is now two years old! To celebrate here’s everyone doing Belaf’s ridiculous little double peace sign pose from the s2e12 end card art. Thank you to everyone who’s been around at some point over the life of the server and helped to make it such a cozy lil place to talk about the gang!
If any further people are interested in a place for discussion, fan content, memes, shipping and more with a primary focus on, well, these guys, you can find us here. Please note, the server has some simple rules you must read and agree to upon joining, and is for fans who are 18 or older only!
#vueko#belaf#wazukyan#irumyuui#pakkoyan#belavue#wazubela#pakkovue#i feel like no one checks those ship tags anymore but me : (( oh well maybe someday.#orphan hole tag#i will not put this in the main tag ..feel like the target audience will see it from just the character tags anyway…#main tag has too much visibility…..i get Nervous#hmm i feel a bit bad about the age limit sometimes but it’s definitely made my life easier moderation wise so. it is forever sorry
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i don't understandd
#ok i'll rant in tags instead so the complaining is less visible#i don't get how someone could spend literally years in a fandom that gets berated due to cringe culture and even have a mindset that#cringe culture is stupid and people should enjoy what they enjoy. but then they leave the cringe fandom and#pretty much immediately revert right back to bullying and hateful behavior???? not just towards the media that supposedly changed their life#and meant so much to them but also in general their whole mindset just goes right back to the hateful one. what?!!!!#and i bet it's so easy for people to do that because of current internet culture praising and rewarding haterisms. it's so depressing#you were there!! you literally lived it and understood why it's so bad!!! and then you dumped it all to.. look cooler online. right. ok.#it happens constantly and yet still every time it completely baffles me.#yea this is about dream stans but i've been around in countless 'cringe' fandoms it's always the same#it's likely a situation of getting bullied and becoming a bully/joining the bullies to feel more in control or to#take out the hurt and anger on easy 'acceptable' targets. sooo lame.#and god forbid you point this out to them. never do that. it just makes them angrier. you can't reason with hatred y'all#i will be niceys despite it all
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some of you never grew up in a small conservative town as a (gay) nerd that was bullied, harassed, and excluded for years on end for not fitting in and for visibly and enthusiastically liking geek things—geek things that then branded you a satanist in everyone's eyes and as something Other, Lesser, and Undoubtedly Unworthy of Basic Human Decency even though you were literally just an actual child with harmless interests and not a satanist or an evil disgusting subhuman thing, and it shows.
you cannot apply modern views and beliefs to a show that is set in the eighties, especially not when it's set in conservative midwest eighties which is a whole other beast. being a socially awkward and nonconforming geek is something that people STILL get bullied for if you don't do it in a way that the majority deems "acceptable", especially if you live in a conservative, religious area.
your experiences are not universal and your inability to relate to a certain motif or story does not make it "lesser" or "bad writing."
#stranger things#mike wheeler#<- tagging and then disappearing into the mist again bc i don't like it here lol.#girls when they love stranger things because they finally see characters just like them with the same exact experiences written with such#care and respect for those that have been Deemed Other but people who have not had those experiences refuse to believe that they're#realistic and STILL happen to people bc if they're fortunate to have not gone through that then clearly that means that it doesn't exist#and if it does then it's not Traumatic Enough or a good enough plot to cause such inner turmoil in the characters who experience that#💥🛼#i got bullied for being a nerd in the 2000s and 2010s. you can absolutely get bullied for being a nerd and being a nerd is enough reason#for social exile in some places. when dustin said that no one was nice to him or mike? when lucas said that girls laughed at them? and it's#all because they're deemed freaks and satanists for liking fantasy things? that's Real and it doesn't hurt any less just because you think#it's not a good enough reason to bully someone.#i was called a satanist to my face by adults. people acted like i was some Creature or whatever just because i liked fiction and wasn't#interested in what the majority was interested in and wore dark clothing sometimes. like.. hello. school shooter jokes? the way#that neurodivergent people get treated when they're visibly ''different'' and enjoy things passionately? the way that liking star wars was#a thing to ridicule until it suddenly became Acceptable and Popular to like? i feel like i'm living in a different reality than so many#people here with the way that they talk about certain things in this show. and don't even get me started on the way people approached#the angela and el situation....#maybe just be glad that these things did not happen to you and stop acting like it's lesser or a bad story bc of that? just a thought.
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Okay now that antisemites have decided to crawl onto my post, it really just solidifies to me that some people don't give a fuck what they believe so long as it hurts jews. I guess I'm glad I got that lesson hammered into me in a space that is "safer" than real life, but it never ceases to amaze me regardless
#jumblr#jewish politics#personal thoughts tag#antisemitism tw#even got called the k-slur so we're fucking BALLIN rn (i want to bite people)#that's why i don't believe the antisemite truly cares about the intricacies of jewish identity because...#...they FUNDAMENTALLY don't respect them (us). they don't care that i'm still a jew-in-progress...#...i certainly don't think i have it as bad or worse than jews (especially visible jews). just that antisemites don't care...#...they only believe in the suffering or total destruction of The Jew (caricature)#it's a valuable lesson i've learned that's made me more dedicated to conversion i think#it's ripping that bandaid off in the sense that... i'm already experiencing a sliver of what it'll be like#i feel like this isn't going to be comprehensible#anyway shabbat shalom may shabbat be peaceful and meaningful to everybody#i'm softblocking any new followers still ngl
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Today's (last week's, really) Trackpad Tuesday is sponsored by: Lying to your friends to protect them! I gave up on doing the dithering sorz Process parts under the cut
#soda draws#taleblr#trackpad tuesday#blood#eyestrain#i keep forgetting parts of my design for him but WHO CARESSS#wouldn't be a fun fandom without that one person who draws bad awkward edgy mspaint fanart#<- i say that endearingly#yeah i colored the gloves. so what they get covered in blood anyway#i have a lot of useless things to say i'm writing this like half an hour after i finished at 2 in the morning i feel a bit panicked#i was drawing this and was like 'this is getting more about me by the minute' whatever THAT means#this was fun for the most part. took way too long. i really like leaving most of the sketch visible but it makes it hell to color#honestly he probably has a better memory than me but whateverrr mann#'so is the blood real or symbolic simon?' that's for you to figure out random person online reading my tags!!!!#whatever my problem is sucks two days ago i could barely get out of bed and today(ish) i whip SOMETHING up after working on it#for like 10 straight hours#i'm mostly just thinking about my unfinished assignments#ENOUGH TALKING INTO THE SCHEDULE FEATURE 4 YOU...
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Jacket!!!! Ye olde varsity I got at the very beginning of my transition thinking "Oh fuck yes I am going to pass so hard in this" and. Well. It never worked I just have never passed a day in my life I don't think 😔 Eventually it just became a beloved test subject and has since gone through a bit of a transition itself LMFAOO
Some Notes:
> A lot of the decorations are taken from old backpacks I loved dearly that got absolutely fucking destroyed by the weight of all the shit I'd lug around in highschool LMFAO (sketchbook, diary, all kinds of notebooks...). Never had the heart to get rid of them. Specifically: The pink zippers, the holographic pockets, the glow in the dark stars, and the holo angel wings!
> The pink/blue checkers are from a small decorative quilt I thrifted years ago, I wouldn't be surprised if it was handmade (it's super soft material, btw! Important LMAO). I only took out one line of squares, I plan on stitching the rest of it back together (haven't done it yet though LMFAO). The reason for this was to upsize the jacket, so I can button it without it clinging. The pockets were added for funsies ESP cause it lined up very well and aren't really practical LMFAO (BUT YOU CAN PUT THINGS IN THEM! If you want!! 🎉🎉🎉)
> The patches (esp the name/pronouns one) were the first additions actually. Eventually more and more things were added, but I will say all the pins on the opposite side of the patches were haphazardly placed for a concert I VERY BADLY wanted to look good for LMFAOO (that's when the stars were added too! Fighting for my life on the car ride over speedrunning sewing and trying not to throw up about it AHAKHSKSHDK)
> Spike placement may be odd and I'd like to add more, but also I do frequently still carry around big heavy backpacks so I have to take that into consideration. Which is also why the wings have been bolted on. Those motherfuckers are NOT going anywhere LMFAO (has a really cool visual effect too!!)
> The material of the jacket itself (sort of a swishy windbreaker fabric) IS ABSOLUTE ASS TO WORK WITH. BY THE FUCKING WAY. IN CASE YOU WERE WONDERING. I would NOT recommend it to anybody ESPECIALLY someone who is just starting to fuck around and find out. I literally am just sticking it out bc of the sentimental value this fucker has to me 😭😭😭
This jacket was my first plunge into customization and punk fashion, I didn't have a plan and still don't have one (and I think it kind of shows lmfao). I do worry that it's too soft and cutesy. Kind of the whole point for me, when it came to leaning heavy into punk, was to feel sharper, like I had some bite to me. I might be getting closer, but I think I'm still just kind of a silly guy LMAO. But, I do think in a way, esp as my first project, it represents me well -- where I started, what I loved before the beginning, what I tried desperately to be, what I still wish for, reuniting with the things I loved and embracing them in a brand new context. It's still an ongoing project too! So maybe as I keep growing, it'll grow alongside me, maybe finding that grit I've been striving for along the way.
#the big concert was mcr. btw. and cause it was a stadium no one got to see the glowy stars anyway LMFAOOOOO#for that concert i desperately wanted to have a big piece inspired by house of wolves on the back.#but i have never been able to get it right.#but like. it is actually my favorite mcr song. i REALLY wanted to do something transgender w it too.#like tell me i'm a bad man. i AM a bad man. bad man in the context of the song AND bad man as in. in the eyes of the observer.#i am just doing it poorly. on purpose. fuck with me about it!!!!!#also 'tell me i'm an angel' would compliment the wings as well#but as an artist i find i am way better at cartoons/characters than literally anything else.#ask me to do something cool w fonts/words beyond simply being legible and i'll throw up and cry.#also something i don't want to say outright but feel okay sharing in the tags is Why punk is so important to me#is cause i am just. so sensitive. i always have been.#but in a world that is actively becoming more hostile to exist in as a very visibly queer person#AND as a noticably autistic person too know like i think i have gotten to the point where people notice Something about me#(which. is good. bc autistic masking absolutely fucking ruined me so fucking bad.)#i need to get stronger. tougher. sharper. more dangerous. to exist as i am and to do so so boldy#i need to have the bite to back it up. i still feel like a prey animal but i have teeth i have claws.#going back to my church even for a moment has made me 10% eviler also. inspiring me to be the thing they fear.#so i think once i've rested i'm gonna go back to the drawing board for that transgender house of wolves backpiece.#diy punk#my projects
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thinking abt (1) that post abt how most censorship is preemptive self-censorship¹ (2) bras²
⸻ ¹ wow, tumblr search actually worked for once??? ² i do understand and respect that for many people bras serve an actual structural function wrt support/comfort! however, for many other people (hi!) they do not, at least in everyday non-sports contexts, and that's the set of concerns i'm speaking to here.
#i mean for me personally it's also like. sometimes/often/always i don't want to have visible tits‚ for Gender Reasons#so rendering them more compressed & visually ignorable is a move in the right direction#but that's sort of seasonal (which sounds insane‚ but‚ idk‚ in the summer the visible body hair helps balance out the visible tits???)#so it's like. objectively very obvious that i ought to go braless more in the summer#when it would bother me less visually and dramatically increase my comfort levels#and i do‚ in the house! but like. when i go out i still feel the need to render myself Presentable and i'm mad about it#bc like. yeah it's partially a trans desire to hide my chest but like. is that actually separable from the way women are socialized#to manage their breasts to HOA-approved standard or else open themselves up to a whole gamut of inappropriate treatment. (no.)#and so it's really just like. reimposing many different shades of cisheteropatriarchy on myself simultaneously#but unfortunately the only way out is to just. accept all the bad reactions i'm living in fear of. but those DO feel bad!#as always it's like. hard when yr self-protective conditioning isn't serving you wrt being a free person#but IS a rational reaction to the hobbled reality of yr actual existence…#like. easy to say 'just ignore those worries.' and maybe i will‚ at least in the context of like. casual public appearances#but like. even if the material consequences are unlikely‚ for me‚ to be more than unpleasantly judgmental stares—#that's still a real emotional consequence that has an impact on my well-being! but so does the self-censorship.#anyway. too many tags & no novel insight. just like. sux lol#(also usually on here i omit any discussion of Tit Management Issues bc it's my space where i get to pretend not to have a body)#(but like. that's self-censorship of a kind too.)#embodiment (is violence)
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#tag talk#gonna talk about Dodie's music and why I like the lyrics and themes#she sings about being queer in a very vague way besides “Rainbow”. It feels very much more about relationship type rather than sexuality#“In the Middle” “I Kissed Someone (It Wasn't You)”. songs about wanting a different kind of relationship. feeling out of place because of i#dreams about people being okay with you wanting a different kind of romance or sex experience.#it's not “oh no ooouuu I'm gay” but a more subtle relationship style misfit. the closeted bi vibes. the poly forced to be monogamous vibes.#a kind of queer that gets overlooked because so many people assume that gay/lesbian people are still monogamous romantic who want to marry#“okay you can be gay but only as long as you aren't anything else queer.” you still have to find “the one” and settle down and get married#and if you want anything else then we demonize you again. we decide that this one thing is okay but everything else is still social devianc#idk. the sad loneliness vibes she catches are really good because it's not just lonely. it's being invisible while still being seen#there's people around you but you're still shut out. you're in a relationship but you still don't feel loved.#you're visible and yet they still never see you.#and I forgot to mention! the traffic idea of cheating. like. being pulled away from a relationship because it isn't for you#and knowing that you what you're doing isn't great but being unable to sit still in a bad situation.#we do not always escape situations well. or without causing harm to others. but we hurt others in our attempt to protect ourselves#especially clear in “I Kissed Someone”. like. when you're not happy with a situation but you opt for small hurt instead of catastrophic hurt#the fear of breaking up a relationship so you seek small escapes instead of destroying the prison you've built around yourself
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I think I want to try to get better at giving comments to peoples art more, and just responding to peoples posts more... Or even just talking to people in general. 🤔
#just thinking about that this afternoon... I do it a lot in tags here on tumblr but it feels kind of different.#bc I think here. we kind of have this 'the tags dont really count' mentality that stems from when tags werent visible#whereas on twitter like. I really really struggle to ever work up the courage to comment something nice on art I like...#shy I am and nervewracking it is.... but I've had quite a few comments on my stuff lately and I feel bad for not dishing any out myself ;;#I think part of it also comes from not wanting to be annoying but its like?? im not annoyed by it so why should someone else be if im-#saying nice stuff about their art????? 😭 its my brain being silly.#maybe also in part bc i dont retweet stuff very often at all either... since I only have my one account and its 90% my own posts#and Idk if it would annoy people if I commented how much I liked their art but didnt retweet it.... idk!#delete later#grafftalk
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i’m a few saturdays late but i’ve finally caught up w tristamp
#smudgy.txt#tristamp#tristamp spoilers#(in the tags)#i will be perfectly honest i spent most of it laughing asdsdfgdfh#i didnt get fully invested until like. the end#im rly glad to see the brothers' complicated relationship finally portrayed on screen i wanted to see#that shit animated so bad#& i will admit i 1) rly like this elendira and 2) audibly gasped in excitement at the chronica namedrop#even tho i already knew it was coming ASDGDFHH#i feel like a lot of the criticism is unfair bc its like. an au. not a 1:1 adaptation#but i still hate a lot of the character designs lmao#also i feel like it just. doesnt hit as much as the manga#tho the manga hit fking HARD#maybe it feels this way bc it kind of breezed thru a lot??#rem's character was. like the og anime. just not much more than a Kind Mother Figure#but w ever.#anyway u know that scene where vash points his gun at kni#& kni visibly goes thru all 5 stages of grief in like a few seconds#do u know that scene#yeah.#also the fucking soundtrack when vash sees all the burnt out plants. ifelt like someone was playing bass in my bones#i loved that shit!!!!!#i also love that i was like hmm the plants' appearances r kindof underwhelming in comparison to the manga :/#& my sister who apparently thought the plants were pretty unsettling was like HOW DO THEY LOOK IN THE MANGA?????#anyway now she wants to read the manga which was my plan all along 😌#anyway 7/10#most of that is for the animation + 1 point for when#that guy was like WTF I DIDNT TELL ANYONE TO SHOOT HIM (vash)#& ww was like oh shut the hell up & the guy went OKAY
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so im working on an ask rn and started doing some drawings but its taking longer than anticipated so i might (?) pare down what i first thought of and come back to it
#delete later#personal#tldr i see you and am grateful and delighted you asked#kinda want to just. vent in the tags a little but its disconnected from au stuff nothing too terrible dw but#the issues with my bad shoulder/arm are getting worse? like the circulation issues are p damn apparent#i feel like i should get over myself and go in about it but im afraid ill be shrugged off again#bc *technically* its not *obviously visibly* impaired but#if i dont KT tape it i feel like i need to scream#my nerves are the kind of fucked where it doesnt “hurt” like acute pain hurts#its more 'ive become very irritable and cant single out why'#which is why i wanted to see a doc thats had autistic patients and might get that the 1-10 scale is meaningless to me#but unfortunately instead of that they put my full-grown ass in pediatric and tried to treat stuff im not diagnosed with#and i am scared of paperwork bc im a coward#so its probably going to continue to get worse until i bite the bullet#shoves head into wall. AaAAaaH
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I was going to go on outing with my sibling but they canceled due to weather……. now I have to debate whether it’s worth going out alone
#ugh#whining time in the tags#I had to think pretty hard to remember the last time I left my house for non medical appointment reasons………. bad#but the train is expensive and so is being in the world. ugh#happy lesbian visibility week. I have not been seen by fellow dykes in. millennia it feels like#is it me or the world? am I just like this or is it actually this hard to have a recreational experience?#reason’s
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Using this its so helpful
i think its so funny when people take the way donnie acts at face value even though its a horrible lie because he's a horrible liar, while understanding leo is bullshitting very well despite him actually being GOOD at bullshitting. many such cases
#personal#rottmnt#although tbf its probably because with leo its unpacked more thoroughly in the movie#donnie is not a morally ambiguous emotionally unavailable bad boy. he is very sensitive actually#he's a little crybaby /aff#and like this isnt hidden. he isnt SECRETLY sensitive or secretly caring its very out in the open actually#he's not hiding it well AT ALL AND THEY ALL KNOW IT LMAOOOOOOOO#i think donnie's perception of himself is somewhat earnest and somewhat. not? he DEFINITELY thinks he's more evil than he actually is#BGHFHDHGJFHG#i think what causes him to lash out and struggle to communicate is his inability to articulate his feelings#they are just too big for him. like its the exact opposite of robotic#he cant force himself to give a fuck but when he DOES its too much#so he yells and lashes out or he shuts down completely#honestly i think the perception of him being too sensitive being a problem makes way more sense than the perception of him being 'robotic'#when it comes to struggles in how his family sees him at least#even in little ways you can see him take it pretty personally when he's insulted#he struggles to blow things off#and i think it would also explain his tendency to like. visibly calm himself down when he gets upset? its a thing he does a lot in the show#he desperately wants to destroy that perception of him because he's trying so hard to close himself off#he doesn't want to be the sensitive one that cant take anything. it especially works in line with his shell#it was a big inspiration for canary continuity tbh. donnie should struggle with being the sensitive one in fic more#mikey is more empathetic and he's more emotional but donnie's quicker to feel offended or take things personally#BACKED UP HEAVILY BY CANON#that 'you can be honest with me! no hard feelings' - 'he's lyinggggggg'#like he's not upset with them babying him as much as he is with them genuinely finding it frustrating that he can fall behind like that#and just cannot take shit like that. so he tries to pull back and not seem as affected as he is#theyre a very cuddly family but mind you they can be actually mean to each other like that!!#<- op's tags#This is helpful I'm using this dude this is a lot I'm using all of this to write Donnie pov
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